where does the unfeeling, calousness replae heartfelt worry and kind gestures?
where does one go when rock-bottom seems like a step up?
how can you ask for something that no one is willing to give?
this is a whiney post. dont read it if you are going to complain about me whining, this is what blogs are for anyway...
im sick of being single. it pretty much blows. why o why.......probably because i whine
anyway, these are my resolutions
1. no cokes (or sodas)
2. no fries ( this should be interesting...i tend to enjoy my french fries...this may die and come back for lent)
3. begin a total goal of weight loss equaling 100 pounds. ( i think 10 pounds is good for january)
4. keep television viewing time down.....WAY down
5. study hard, keep grades high enough to stay at harding and not put myself thru this emotional rollercoaster that not going back became for awhile.
6. stop whining to other people so much. i know i do it alot......and im doing it in this post but i also know i need to do it less, esp in front of other people
7. read my Bible more ( this shouldnt be #7 but they came in order of the way i think....which is actually quite sad)